Sunday, March 29, 2009

I love vacations

So, we just got back last night from a wonderful 7 day vacation in Cancun Mexico. It was a very much needed trip! We had been planning this with my parents for almost a year. The weather was wonderful. The resort was AMAZING! The service was excellent! I can't wait to go back in the near future! The only down side...I have TONS of school work to do! I did some in Cancun, but it is very hard to study and do homework on vacation! We took a ton a pictures and I will get them up here in the next few days.

By the way, sorry to everyone for my negative post about not being pregnant. Its just that sometimes being a birth mom and having recently miscarried, these things effect me still. I know that it will happen in due time, but it's different when you have already been pregnant twice yet you have no children. And when all my friends have children as well. You just feel left out sometimes and I was just in a negative mood at that moment. But trust me, when we do get pregnant will be a very big celebration!!

Monday, March 9, 2009

Is it just me.......

OK, is it just me, or am I like the only 25 year old married Mormon woman who doesn't have any children! To the "world", most women are just now getting serious with their boyfriends or they already have a child with that boyfriend. But in LDS land, it's like it's a sin to not have children by the time you are 21! I feel so out of place sometimes. Like I have nothing in common with the other women that live around me because they are not only younger but they all have kids! And its nothing against them. I just feel like I'm outta the loop or something. I'll be 26 in August, and I feel young. But when it comes to the kid factor, I feel old! We may not have our first baby till I'm 27! Most LDS women have had their 4Th child by 27. I'm sorry, I'm just complaining. I would love to get pregnant now, there are just so many things going on in our lives, so we are waiting. I just feel so out of place sometimes when I see someone 2 or 3 years younger then me with 2 kids already. I know that my time will come when it's suppose too. I just needed to vent a little.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I really do believe that Nina is mesmerized with her Uncle Sean. They love each other so much and I love seeing the two of them together.